Mackenzie whimpered and cried softly, "IM sorry Ryder, I just cant live without you. I love you. Dont you understand that. Without you, I am pretty much dead inside. You do know Im just gonna keep jumping until I am actually dead. You dont want me so I have nothing. James is never here and I have no one. I thought you would always be there for me. You are my best friend. I want you to be so much more though."