Tired and scared (Ryder, Trigger)

Mackenzie entered the Ravenclaw commonroom and walked up to her brothers room. She saw that Ryder was not there so she just lied on his bed and waited for him to come home. She didnt know why she had come her, but ever since her suicide attempt, she needed him. She needed her brother like she needed him before. She loved him more than anything

Ryder walked into his room not even looking up from the ground and tossed his jacket on his bed having no idea his sister was there. When he looked up and saw her he frowned "Mackenzie what are you doing here" he moved his jacket off of her and set it on the ground leaning against the wall just staring at her. "Do you need something?"

Kenzie didnt know what to say or do. She just bit her lip and brought her legs to her chest. her chin trembled as she foguth the urge to cry. She looked up at her brother and raised her arms for him to hold her. She wanted her brother. "Missed you... Sorry..."

Ryder aighed and he pushed himself forward and held her against his chest shushing "hey your okay don't get all upset on me now" he whispered against her forehead rocking her back and forth as he rubbed her back softly. "Don't start crying on me okay"

Kenzie nodded and just held her brother. She didnt know what to do. She didnt know how to show him just how she felt. So she took the plunge. She looked at him before pressing her lips ahgainst his. She had missed him so much it hurt sometimes.

Ryder growled and shoved her away "don't just don't Mackenzie just leave" he hissed at her pointing o the door he was done with girls for a while. He didn't want to be messed with or anything "just leave mackenzie go fuck Potter or something"

Mackenzzie whimpered and shook her head, "No... no... NO! I want you, Ryder Riddle. You are the love of my life. Yes I love James, but part of my heart will always belong to you. Remember the day we first met?" She looked at him, hoping her remembered how in love they were then

Ryder hissed and turned around crossing him arms "I SAID GO AWAY MACKENZIE" he yelled at her not showing his pain of kicking his sister out "no I don't remember and I don't want to you are my sister nothig more" he raised his voice at her

Mackenzie growled and shook her head, "You and I KNOW that is not true, Ryder. You love me just like I love you. You said me and you forever. Was that a lie?!" She yelled at him and whimpered. "I need you. I feel like a part of me is missing. I love you Ryder. I will die without you."

Ryder growled "I dont love you and I never will!" He yelled lpudly and ran out of his room slamming the door behind him and heading outside needing some air away from his sister and away from ever stupid girl in this school. He ran to a tree and say down running his hands though his hair

Mackenzie stayed silent for a second before letting out a blood curdling scream. She began to lose control and she went into her dark mode. She began to scream and throw stuff all over the room. She threw herself on the bed and cried out in pain, "RYDER!" She knew he would come back. he always does. She was his baby sister. He wouldnt kust sit there and let her be in pain

Ryder ignored her as much as it pained him he didn't want Mackenzie thinking anything so he just held his knees to his chest and waited for Mackenzie to stop it. He wanted to go back to his room because IT was cold outside.

Mackenzie whimpered and looked out the window. She walked over to it and sat out the edge of the window. She whimpered and looked over towards Ryder. She whispered softly, "I love you Ryder Riddle." She didnt know what to do anymore. She needed him more than she needed anyone. More than Aidan. More than James. More than any of them

Ryder growled and waved his hand making her float he could control his powers enough for this he floated her down onto the ground sighing "don't even try" he whispered looking at her "I'm not gonna let you die just cause I don't care as much as I did before" he whispered

"You dont care about me anymore. I love you Ryder. I wanna be with you. You and only you." She looked at him and a few tears fell down her face. "I fucking love you Ryder. The fact that Im willing to face the wrath of Lily and Albus and leave James for you..."

Ryder laughed "Lily potter couldn't hurt a little fly" he chuckled and shook his head. He sighed "Mackenzie I don't want you I want someone else" he stood up and walked slowly off "if I hear you harmed yourself Kenzie I will hurt you myself you got it"

Mackenzie felt her heart shatter. She turned to him and kissed him softly, "GOod bye Ryder. I love you. Always." She turned and walked to the astronomy tower. She sat at the edge and scooted closer and closer till she was practically off the tower all together. She made one more movement and screamed as she fell