Dear Journal,
What is my life coming to? I have an amazing boyfriend, but I cant get my brother out of my head. I dont know what to do. All I know is that I do NOT want Ryder with that Persephone Mason. I dont want her near him. Ryder belongs to me. He was my first just as I was his. We belong together. But then I think of Aidan, my sweet lion cub. I love him. I really do. I just dont know what to do anymore. Maybe I should just leave the school and see which one follows me. Or maybe I should follow my heart. But then again, my heart is split in two right now. Im getting a head ache Im done. Good night journal